Everyone (Is a nihilist)
I used to tell people that my celebrity crush was Jack Kerouac. People would get upset because he was dead and didn’t count I guess. Well, it’s not like any of these current celebrities will ever love me back so why not pick one totally unavailable. Unfortunately, it seems that I’ve let the attraction to the unavailable bleed into my personal life.
Holidays were nice though. I’m used to not being at home so that wasn’t an issue, more that I haven’t been home in over a year and it will probably be two whole years before I get there.
But for real. I’m doing well here in Da Nang. I’m starting a new job hopefully at the end of the month. Which will unfortunately keep me in Vietnam at least until June. I was hoping to make changes earlier but things are settling for me here, and they are crazy everywhere else. I’m in a good place right now, all the stress have is my own making.
I think now I know better what I want out of life and I’m starting to realize which distractions are good and which ones are toxic. With the taste of the poison in this paradise, I think I can hold out for a little bit longer.
It was my birthday this week so I’ll post the pictures that won’t upset my mom. I swear I’m not really doing anything that bad. I’m firmly on the other side of 30 now. Which is every way terrifying, exciting, and boring all at the same time.
I am happy with what I got this year. I wanted a change and the world was literally forced into one. I count myself on the lucky side. As the lunar year comes to a close, I’m trying to set my intentions.